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Finally...

I can write without depression, haha...
I just finished my exam yesterday
Such a long, long day for me..
2 papers in a day?? crazyy..

but now, i'm enjoying my 'holiday' hahhaa

dunno wad to talk again.. just want to say..
i Finish Exam!!! LOL

Happy Father's Day!!

Happy Father's Day!!

everyone around the world is celebrating Father's Day

when you meditate your self
you try to recall all memories back
when you were young
when you spent most of your time with your parent
when you were down, your dad cheer you up
just nice memories kept inside you

for some of you..
Your father is your hero
some of you say that
Your father is your provider
some of you say that
Your father is your protector
and still many 'my father is bla bla bla'

but, did you ever think about Your father in Heaven??
same as our biology father
have you ever recall your memories with Him?
have you ever think back of the cross?
yesterday, i was so touched while i was worshiping Him
I just really think that how good my Father?
I'm thankful for many things in my life...
Thank you for Him who has done many miracles in my life

I know for sure..
I won't be like Nova as you know today, if I dun have Him.
He raise me up from the deepest dark side of my life
He protect me all the time
He always encourage me through people surrounds me
when I was down, I told Him what I feel
He is my refuge
when I was worry and uncertain for things in my life
He gave me peace and led me slowly
He rescued me
He restored my heart
He loves me sincerely

For me..
Nothing else could ever compare with Him
Never I regret to fall in love with You God
The more I know You, the more I fall in love with You Lord

Jesus sacrificed Him self on the cross
Shed His blood just to wash away all of our sins
We are sinners, we are unworthy to receive it
But, For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son,
that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.
(John 3: 16)

It could be the most familiar verse in the Bible
but, it is the real fact that God loves us so much...

You Deserve

Verse1:
What is this love given to us
That saved my life through selfless sacrifice
Although we fail, the cross prevails
Forgiveness stands
You take me back again

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You've shown me life
You've opened my eyes
So I give You my all
Yeah I give You my praise

You've shown me life
You've opened my eyes
To the truth that there's no greater love


Chorus:
Now in the darkness
God's light shines
Christ forever glorified
So come on come on sing out to God
Now with all we've got
We live for You our God


Verse2:
Salvation's strong in Christ alone
The Saviour King alone in victory
I step aside give You my life
For You to move do what You want to do

Bridge:
I can't imagine a life without You
Without You
'Cause it's all for You
Yeah it's all for You.. God




By: Hillsong United

I just want You

More than a nice melody
More than the sweetest of word's
This is the love I have found
And with this love I am found

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I just want You Jesus
I just want You my Lord
I just want You Jesus
I just want You


Never could I comprehend
The love You so freely give
Never could I be with You
But You love covers all my sin


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There is no greater love than Yours
Nothing else could ever compare
And even if I search all the world
I will never find a love like Yours God




By: Planet Shakers

Only You Lord

Only You Lord
You break all my chains
You fill my heart with Your peace
In silence, I feel You hug me
In silence, I feel Your presence

Behind the shadows
You take me away
The greatest love I have is in You Lord
Never I regret to falling in love with You
You are my love forever

You are so beautiful o God
No one can compare
How big Your love to us

desperado

sometimes, you just do not know how to react
you do not know how to respond
you do not know what should you do
many considerable factors in your mind
that make you stuck on your step now

no more confident
no more desire
no more excitement
everything looks blue and blur
feels like end of the earth

the time you need encouragement
who will be beside you?
in your uncertainty
who can comfort you?
when you are in doubt
who cares to share thought with you?

here.. nothing.. no one..
only darkness..
silence...

Shaping is not Convenience, but It necessary

to have a good body shape
we need to work hard on it right?
no one can get their ideal body shape
while they are not controlling their sleep time, sport and eat pattern

every changes never brings convenience to us
but, without changes we are stagnant and never grow
changes will stretch us to be a better person

same as us..
to have a good shape of your personality
you need to work on it too
you need to be more open to people
sometimes heavy critics and comment received
but, remember without it all
you won't be shaped

maybe some of you have heard about it..
to be a beautiful cup
the cup need to experience pain and inconvenience time
if the man rebuke it again, the cup will feel pain even cry
but, after the man rebuke it many times and shape it again and again
this cup will be the most beautiful cup in a shop
and have high sell price..

frens..
everyone of us dun like to have any changes and challenges come to our life
but, if you have no challenge
you afraid to fail
how good you can be as a man??

as human being we are growing
we won't be a child all the time
therefore, we need to shape our character to be equal at least
as our age

so, even though it is not convenience
just do it
try your best to change and transform slowly
i believe it will works.. :)

as i learn to shape my character
i just want to share with you all
who might have same experience with me right now.. hehe


gambantee...
Chayoo...
Semangatt!!!

hahahahahhaa

gundah...

bukan, bukan itu yang aku mau..
kalian semua salah menafsirkan maxudku..

tapi diriku pun tak mampu memberitahu dunia
diriku pun tak mampu membisikkan itu ke telinga kalian
diriku tak mampu mengantar signal itu..

kusadar, kuhanya wanita biasa..
kutak pernah tahu apa yang ada di hatinya
kutak pernah tahu apa yang ada di pikirnya
aku tak tahu..
ku hanya menebak, itupun dengan arah yang tak menentu

ohh apa daya??

dia selalu ada di benakku
dia selalu menemani sepiku
dia selalu mewarnai gelapku
dia selalu ada..

kadang jujur aku pun tersiksa untuk menyimpan isi hatiku ini..
sampai kapan ku harus menyimpan perasaanku sampai ia tahu???

oh angin bisikkan lah padanya bahwa aku menunggunya
awan berhembuslah, isyaratkan padanya bahwa aku ada
disini dan menunggunya....

HIM

Each day only hope to see his face

Each day only hope to see he laughs

Each day only want to be near with him

Each day only think about him

Each day only imagine that you going to talk with him freely

Everyday is moments

Everything is memories

But, he so far away

Everyone admire him too

I only wandering whether he will look at me

With this small heart I admire him

With this small courage I convince my self

As an ordinary girl

He makes my heart upside down

From the first time I saw him

His smile, his joke, his face

Those make me smile, laugh and feel happy

My heart beating so fast

Every time I see him

Once you look at him

You feel do not want to let him go

Once you are with him

You will ask God to stop the time

Once you think about him

You just refuse to think other things

Only him..

Only him

And only him..

`N.P~

Just want to write in my quietness

Thursday, 4 June 2009

01.01 am